Sometimes you have to learn to forgive. It doesn’t mean that you forget or that you’ve somehow managed to erase that part of your memory nor does it indicate that you have no emotions…it just means that the memories tied to that part of your life are no longer attached to the emotions, they no longer elicit emotional reactions…the string tying the two together gets severed and finally…you can just coexist. Thankful for the past, genuinely forgiving the past, and learning from the past to better your tomorrow.
Hello Nia! I have read your recent posts and I'm not sure where you're coming from but I just thought I'd send you a message to hopefully cheer you up… You are one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen! And not just physically, but a long time ago you wrote about heartbreak and how realizing someone doesn't love you is a blessing in disguise and it honestly changed my life and perception. It is in realization that you can come to new discoveries and true happiness. I thank you for that :)
I am not sure why you wrote this from an anonymous standpoint because your words are truly enlightening. It is so nice to be reminded of things that I wrote in the past, which I can apply to current struggles…funny how that works. THANK YOU for your kind words and compliments, its nice to gain perspective from an outsider. I’m humbled to know that my words could have that sort of impact on your life, and I truly hope that it served you in a positive manner, much like your words have enlightened me. Stay positive anonymous and once again thank you :)
After feeling like I’ve spent months carrying all this weight on my shoulders I can officially say I’ve reached my breaking point. Reality begins to set in and the overwhelming amount of stress and worry slowly consume me. I am not where I want to be and I feel so ashamed at the state I find myself in…a crying wreck, completely disheveled and riddled with disappointment in myself. How I managed to get to this place is completely beyond me, and figuring out how to pick myself up from having reached rock bottom is not even feasible. I wish life was easier because walking around like things are just great is exhausting.